For over 10 years now I do therapies. It was in March, the first days of the lockdown, when my psychiatrist called to check if I had enough medicine for a long period. I did.

At the time, I spent many hours on my laptop and saw very few people. Youtube suggested me some songs I hadn’t listened to in years. They reminded me of the time before my first crisis. I felt joy. I felt happiness. Like I used to feel when I was younger, before all the problems of adulthood. I remember going to live concerts with many people, and we didn’t care about touching, screaming or even spitting the lyrics.